"My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death," he said to them." Stay here and keep watch."

I was sick this week and was grumbling and saying I want to die. I look to God due to physical suffering, but why don't I do it for my soul.

"Crucify him!" They shouted

I used to think that people were stupid and just got convinced into weird riot wanting Jesus crucified instead of true criminal. Like our pastor says, they were believing their beliefs in their own worldly thinking and we need to have Holy spirit so that we don't fall into same trap